I'm over this

Okay, this month has been one of the most confusing I've had in a while. So apparently, the engagement isn't over....but we're not supposed to be talking for like a month...I don't get it but whatever. I haven't seen him since Saturday because he got sent to Georgia and I'm not going to see him until maybe Wednesday or Thursday. I have no idea, I haven't talked to him since he left either. And then there's the possibility he'll get deployed to Afghanistan within a week for 9 months...and he wonders why I'm worried as hell about him. But oh wait, it get's better. He promised me if he does end up getting deployed, he's going to take me down to the courthouse and we're getting married. And then there's the fact I might be pregnant because I can't remember the last time I had my period, but I know it was before July. Not that's abnormal since my "regular" period is about once every 3 or 4 months. I know, another notch is my weirdness meter. Trust me, that doesn't scratch the surface....not like I can control when I get my periods anyways. okay, getting off the subject of my menstrual cycles....I just don't know what to do. I'm thinking of moving in back with my parents so we really wouldn't be able to see each other for a month, just like he wants. Any thoughts? My parents are psycho and being with them brings my depression back and they can't stand Brian at all, but maybe this would be good for us?